21 Days

My mind wonders, as i'm trying not to fall in love with you. Cause everytime i awake, i ponder on my mistakes of what i said, it is always my esteem that i sure lose. Playing those stupid games, as i always end up chasing you. I can't help myself anymore. Rehearsing my thoughts, as i'm too scared to come to your door. I pushed it all a side just to stand next to you, but now you won't talk to me for something that i didn't do. It's not gonna work. And i'm trying not to think of you. I'm all confused as i think of the things that i would do. I'm all shook up as i get all nervous inside. My emotions are something that i will always hide my ways.